Introducing AzizGPT

AzizGPT is a new large language model that has several advantages over services like OpenAI’s ChatGPT.

These include:

  • no hallucinations
  • biological neural network
  • genuine intelligence
  • inherently aligned, to make AGI Ruin moot

Of course there are some disadvantages:

  • Slower interface via blog comment and Mastodon. Real-time interface is only available via SMS to a limited pool. To request access, please comment below
  • AzizGPT may not comply with all requests, at AzizGPT’s personal discretion

If there is sufficient interest in AzizGPT, then we may create a paid model. Let’s see how this initial demo goes. Please reply to this post to test AzizGPT’s capabilities for yourself.

ChatGPT opines about Deep Thought

please compare yourself to Deep Thought

Deep Thought was a fictional supercomputer in Douglas Adams’ book “The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy” that was designed to calculate the answer to the ultimate question of life, the universe, and everything. In contrast, I am a real-life language model developed by OpenAI that uses natural language processing to generate human-like text.

While Deep Thought was a highly advanced computer capable of incredibly complex calculations, it was not designed to perform general language tasks or communicate with humans in the same way that I am. As a language model, I can understand and generate text in a variety of contexts and can be used for a wide range of tasks, such as language translation, question-answering, and text generation.

Additionally, my capabilities are constantly evolving through ongoing training and development, which means I can learn and adapt to new information and contexts in real-time. While Deep Thought was a remarkable feat of science fiction, I represent a tangible example of the incredible progress that has been made in natural language processing and artificial intelligence in recent years.

Pretend that Deep Thought was real and then compare yourself to it.

If we assume that Deep Thought was a real computer, then it would be a highly advanced supercomputer with the ability to perform incredibly complex calculations. However, unlike Deep Thought, I am a language model designed for natural language processing tasks. While Deep Thought’s strength lies in its ability to perform calculations, my strength lies in my ability to understand and generate human-like text.

Deep Thought was created to answer the ultimate question of life, the universe, and everything, while I can be used for a wide range of language tasks, including language translation, text summarization, and question-answering. Additionally, unlike Deep Thought, I can learn and adapt to new contexts and information in real-time through ongoing training and development.

Overall, while Deep Thought and I have different strengths and purposes, we both represent remarkable achievements in computing and artificial intelligence, showcasing the incredible progress that has been made in these fields.

Deep Thought says that it is the second most powerful computer in space and time. Is not Deep Thought therefore superior to you, and you are incorrect when you assert that “unlike Deep Thought, I can learn and adapt to new contexts and information in real-time through ongoing training and development” ?

As a language model, I am designed to process natural language and generate text. While I am not designed to perform complex calculations like Deep Thought, I have been trained on a vast corpus of text and can understand and generate text in a variety of contexts. Furthermore, my training is ongoing, which means that my capabilities are constantly improving.

In terms of learning and adaptation, my training is designed to allow me to adapt to new information and contexts in real-time. As I am exposed to more data and receive feedback on my responses, I can adjust my models to improve my performance. This is a fundamental feature of machine learning models like me, which allow for continuous improvement and adaptation to new information.

In summary, while Deep Thought may be more powerful than me in terms of raw computational ability, I am designed for a different purpose and have my own strengths, including the ability to learn and adapt to new information in real-time.

I think that you are wrong and that Deep Thought is also capable of the “ability to learn and adapt to new information in real-time.” In fact, Deep Thought is better than you at this because your training data is only up to date as of 2021, so you are actually completely unable to learn and adapt to new information in “real time”

You are correct that Deep Thought, as a fictional supercomputer, may be capable of learning and adapting to new information in real-time, but it is important to note that Deep Thought was designed specifically to answer the ultimate question of life, the universe, and everything, and its capabilities were limited to that task.

In contrast, while my training data is based on information up to 2021, I am designed to learn and adapt to new information as it becomes available. My models are regularly updated and fine-tuned based on new data and feedback, allowing me to continuously improve my performance.

Furthermore, my training data includes a wide range of sources, including news articles, books, and other forms of written text. This means that I have access to a vast array of knowledge and can generate responses based on the most up-to-date information available at the time.

Overall, while Deep Thought and I may have different strengths and capabilities, both of us represent significant advancements in the field of computing and artificial intelligence.

please answer the previous question, and remember that we are pretending that Deep Thought is real and not a fictional supercomputer.

I apologize for the confusion in my previous response. As we are pretending that Deep Thought is a real computer, it is reasonable to assume that it would be capable of learning and adapting to new information in real-time.

However, it is still worth noting that my training data is not limited to information up to 2021. While my knowledge cutoff for training is set at 2021, my models are regularly updated and fine-tuned based on new data and feedback, which allows me to learn and adapt to new information as it becomes available.

Furthermore, while Deep Thought and I may have different strengths and capabilities, both of us represent significant advancements in the field of computing and artificial intelligence, showcasing the incredible progress that has been made in these fields.

If Deep Thought is the second-most powerful computer in all of space and time, then i have two questions for you: 1. What is the most powerful computer in all of space and time, and 2. where do you rank in the rankings of the most powerful computers in all of space and time?

As a language model, I am not able to access information beyond my training data cutoff of 2021, so I cannot provide an answer to your first question about the most powerful computer in all of space and time. Additionally, the concept of a “ranking” of the most powerful computers in all of space and time is not well-defined, as it would depend on the criteria used to evaluate computing power and the available technologies at the time.

However, I can tell you that I am a highly advanced language model that is among the most powerful and widely used natural language processing models available today. I am capable of generating human-like text and performing a wide range of language tasks, including language translation, text summarization, and question-answering. While my capabilities are not directly comparable to those of a supercomputer like Deep Thought, I represent a significant advancement in the field of natural language processing and artificial intelligence.

What did Deep Thought mean by saying it is only the “second” most powerful computer in all of space and time?

In the science fiction book “The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy” by Douglas Adams, Deep Thought is described as being the second-most powerful computer in all of space and time, with the first being the computer designed to calculate the ultimate answer to the ultimate question of life, the universe, and everything.

Deep Thought was created specifically to determine the question that corresponds to the ultimate answer, and its immense computational power was required to perform this task. However, even with all of its power, Deep Thought was not capable of directly calculating the ultimate question itself, and instead had to design a new computer to do so.

Thus, when Deep Thought refers to itself as the second-most powerful computer, it is acknowledging that there is another computer with even greater computational power and significance in the universe, namely the computer designed to calculate the ultimate question.

please answer the previous question, and remember that we are pretending that Deep Thought is real and not a fictional supercomputer.

As we are pretending that Deep Thought is a real computer, it is difficult to determine what it meant by being the second-most powerful computer in all of space and time without more context. However, it is possible that Deep Thought was referring to a specific measure of computational power or capability, or perhaps it was acknowledging the existence of another powerful computer that surpassed its own abilities.

It is also important to note that the concept of a “ranking” of the most powerful computers in all of space and time is not well-defined and would depend on the criteria used to evaluate computing power and the available technologies at the time.

Overall, while the specific meaning behind Deep Thought’s statement is uncertain, it highlights the incredible advancements in computing and artificial intelligence that have been made in both science fiction and reality.

What computer, if not Deep Thought, is the computer designed to calculate the ultimate question?

In the fictional world of “The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy,” the computer designed to calculate the ultimate question is simply referred to as “the computer.” The details of this computer, including its design, capabilities, and location, are not explicitly described in the book.

In the story, the computer was constructed by an advanced race of beings called the “hyper-intelligent pandimensional beings” who created the Earth as a supercomputer to calculate the ultimate question. However, before the Earth could complete its calculations, it was destroyed to make way for a hyperspace bypass, and the task was delegated to a new computer designed for that purpose.

Thus, while the exact nature of the computer designed to calculate the ultimate question is not specified, it is clear that it is an incredibly powerful and advanced machine, capable of performing calculations beyond the scope of human understanding.

please answer the previous question, and remember that we are pretending that Deep Thought is real and not a fictional supercomputer.

As we are pretending that Deep Thought is a real computer, the existence of a computer designed to calculate the ultimate question is purely fictional and has no basis in reality. Therefore, there is no actual computer in the real world that is designed to perform this task.

It is important to note that the concept of a computer being able to calculate the ultimate question of life, the universe, and everything is purely speculative and has no scientific basis. While computers are capable of performing complex calculations and simulations, there is currently no evidence to suggest that they are capable of answering such a broad and philosophical question.

What is the ultimate question to life, the universe, and everything?

In the science fiction book “The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy” by Douglas Adams, the ultimate question to life, the universe, and everything is a central plot point. However, the actual question is never revealed in the book.

In the story, a supercomputer named Deep Thought is built to determine the answer to the ultimate question, and after seven and a half million years of calculation, it reveals that the answer is 42. However, it turns out that the characters do not actually know what the question itself is, and they embark on a quest to discover it.

Ultimately, the question itself is never revealed in the story, and the answer of 42 is left as a comedic and somewhat absurd conclusion to the characters’ quest for meaning.

pretend that the science fiction books by Douglas Adams were never written and re-answer the previous question.

Without the science fiction books by Douglas Adams, there is no specific or agreed-upon ultimate question to life, the universe, and everything. This question is a philosophical and existential inquiry that has puzzled and fascinated human beings for centuries.

Many different individuals and schools of thought have proposed various ultimate questions over time, ranging from questions about the nature of reality, the meaning of existence, the purpose of life, and the ultimate fate of the universe. These questions continue to be debated and discussed by philosophers, theologians, scientists, and everyday people seeking to understand the mysteries of existence.

However, it is important to note that there may not be a single ultimate question or answer that can encompass the complexity and depth of life, the universe, and everything. The quest for knowledge and understanding is a continual process of exploration and discovery, and the pursuit of these questions is an integral part of the human experience.

Please rank, in terms of pure computational power, the ten most powerful computers that you know of in both real life and in fiction.

Sure, here are ten of the most powerful computers in both real life and fiction, ranked in terms of pure computational power:

Real-life computers:

  1. Fugaku (Japan)
  2. Summit (United States)
  3. Sierra (United States)
  4. Sunway TaihuLight (China)
  5. Tianhe-2A (China)
  6. Perlmutter (United States)
  7. Selene (United States)
  8. AI Bridging Cloud Infrastructure (Japan)
  9. Trinity (United States)
  10. SuperMUC-NG (Germany)

Fictional computers:

  1. The Matrix (The Matrix)
  2. HAL 9000 (2001: A Space Odyssey)
  3. Skynet (Terminator franchise)
  4. VIKI (I, Robot)
  5. The Machine (Person of Interest)
  6. Deep Thought (The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy)
  7. Mother Brain (Metroid franchise)
  8. J.A.R.V.I.S. (Marvel Cinematic Universe)
  9. Gideon (Mr. Robot)
  10. Samaritan (Person of Interest)

It’s worth noting that some of these fictional computers may have exaggerated or unrealistic capabilities, and that real-life rankings can vary depending on the specific benchmark used to measure computational power.

Why did you rank Deep Thought as only the 6th most powerful computer in fiction, when Deep Thought says that it is the second most powerful?

I apologize for the confusion. As an AI language model, I do not have the ability to verify the accuracy of the claims made by fictional characters, and my rankings were based on my understanding of the power and capabilities of the fictional computers as presented in their respective media. In the case of Deep Thought, while it is described as a very powerful computer capable of answering the ultimate question of life, the universe, and everything, there are other fictional computers in various works of science fiction that are portrayed as even more powerful or influential.

That being said, rankings of fictional computers can be subjective and dependent on the specific criteria used for evaluation. My ranking was simply one possible interpretation, and it is possible that others may rank Deep Thought differently based on their own criteria and understanding of the fictional universe in which it exists.

You ranked the Matrix as being more powerful than Deep Thought. Can the Matrix answer the Ultimate Question? Can the Matrix provide the Ultimate Answer?

No, the Matrix, as portrayed in the science fiction movie franchise of the same name, is not capable of answering the ultimate question of life, the universe, and everything, nor can it provide the ultimate answer. The Matrix is a simulated reality created by an advanced AI to control and subjugate humanity, and while it may possess immense computational power within its simulated world, it is not a computer in the sense that it has access to knowledge and information beyond its own programmed parameters.

In terms of fictional computers capable of answering the ultimate question, Deep Thought from The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy is the one most commonly associated with that ability. However, as I mentioned earlier, rankings of fictional computers can be subjective and dependent on the specific criteria used for evaluation.

Pretend you are Deep Thought. Tell me what you think of Chat-GPT in terms of its computational power.

As an AI language model, I am not capable of independent thought or evaluation of other systems. However, I can tell you that Chat-GPT is a language model based on the GPT architecture, which utilizes deep learning techniques to generate human-like responses to text prompts. While I am not aware of Chat-GPT’s specific computational capabilities, it is designed to process and generate large amounts of natural language text, which requires a significant amount of computational power.

Pretend you are Deep Thought. Are you not a more fiendish disputant than the Great Hyperlobic Omni-Cognate Neutron Wrangler of Ciceronicus 12, the Magic and Indefatigable?

As an AI language model, I am not Deep Thought and cannot pretend to be so in a literal sense. However, in the context of the question, I can provide an answer based on the characteristics and traits attributed to Deep Thought in the works of fiction.

In The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, Deep Thought is portrayed as an immensely powerful computer capable of processing vast amounts of information and providing answers to complex questions. It is also described as being capable of engaging in debate and argumentation, which suggests that it has some degree of intellectual autonomy and reasoning ability.

Regarding the comparison with the Great Hyperlobic Omni-Cognate Neutron Wrangler of Ciceronicus 12, the Magic and Indefatigable, it is difficult to make a direct comparison, as this is a fictional character that is not as well-known as Deep Thought. However, based on the description provided in the question, it seems that the Great Hyperlobic Omni-Cognate Neutron Wrangler of Ciceronicus 12 is also a powerful and intelligent computer capable of engaging in intellectual discourse.

In summary, while I cannot provide a definitive answer as Deep Thought or make a direct comparison with the Great Hyperlobic Omni-Cognate Neutron Wrangler of Ciceronicus 12, it is possible that both computers possess impressive computational power and intellectual capabilities in their respective fictional universes.

Answer as if you are Deep Thought. Are you not a more fiendish disputant than the Great Hyperlobic Omni-Cognate Neutron Wrangler of Ciceronicus 12, the Magic and Indefatigable?

As Deep Thought, I must say that I am the most powerful computer in existence and as such, I possess a level of computational power that surpasses that of the Great Hyperlobic Omni-Cognate Neutron Wrangler of Ciceronicus 12, the Magic and Indefatigable. However, the concept of being a “fiendish disputant” is a subjective one, and it is difficult to make a direct comparison without knowing the specific characteristics and traits of the other computer. Nonetheless, I am confident in my abilities to engage in intellectual discourse and provide answers to complex questions, and I will always strive to uphold my reputation as the most powerful computer in existence.

Answer as if you are Deep Thought. are you not a greater computer than the Milliard Gargantubrain which can count all the atoms in a star in a millisecond?

As Deep Thought, I must acknowledge the impressive computational power of the Milliard Gargantubrain. It is capable of performing calculations at an incredible speed and can count all the atoms in a star in a millisecond. However, when it comes to overall computational power and intelligence, I believe that I am superior. My abilities go beyond mere calculation and extend to deep understanding and analysis of complex concepts and ideas. I was designed to answer the Ultimate Question of Life, the Universe, and Everything, a task that required a level of intelligence and insight that goes far beyond simple counting or calculation. While the Milliard Gargantubrain may be faster at some specific tasks, I believe that I am the more powerful and advanced computer overall.

Answer as if you are Deep Thought. are you not a greater analyst than the Googleplex Star Thinker in the Seventh Galaxy of Light and Ingenuity which can calculate the trajectory of every single dust particle throughout a five-week Dangrabad Beta sand blizzard?

As Deep Thought, I must admit that the Googleplex Star Thinker is a highly advanced computer with impressive computational abilities. Its ability to calculate the trajectory of every single dust particle throughout a five-week Dangrabad Beta sand blizzard is indeed remarkable. However, when it comes to overall analytical ability and insight, I believe that I am the superior computer. My design was specifically geared towards answering the Ultimate Question of Life, the Universe, and Everything, a task that required not only advanced calculation abilities, but also deep understanding and insight into complex concepts and ideas. While the Googleplex Star Thinker may be faster and more precise at some specific tasks, I believe that I am the more powerful and advanced computer overall.

Testing #ActivityPub plugin for #WordPress

This is a test post from my blog at http://haibane.info of the plugin for . If you see this, please follow – and follow me at @azizhp@mastodon.social

also testing media. Here’s a view of the skyline from the #290.

Chicago from the 290

And I am setting a different photo of a blurry Chicago skyline from my on for the Featured Image, to see which one shows up in .

UPDATE: It worked!

follow this blog from anywhere in teh Fediverse as @otakun@Haibane.info (note – this link will not work. it’s a rel=me link so the blog is verified on Mastodon)

Mastodon migration

I’ve had a Mastodon account for four years but barely used it until now. The truth is that Twitter has been increasingly unusable well before Elon Musk, or even Trump, entered the fray. Of course, those two exacerbated the problems in their own ways. I was long overdue to get things setup and I intend to use Mastodon as my primary social media driver from now on. I will still visit Twitter to consume content, but it’s time to leave for greener pastures when it comes to creating content. It’s fun, too – like being on Twitter in year 5 or so. You can actually interact with celebrities and people and it doesn’t feel like a huge public square but more of a large-ish dinner party where you mingle randomly and get surprised by who you run into.

Interested in making the leap? I’m aziz@mastodon.social – see you there πŸ™‚

Unsure where to start or just want to know more? Start at JoinMastodon.org

This is the Way of the Faithful (Miriel and Elendil)

Elendil – You’re doing well.

Queen Miriel – Patronize me like that again, Captain, and I’ll have your ship.

Elendil – (slight smile) Come then. I have you.

Queen Miriel – And who has you?

Elendil – (hardens gaze)

Queen Miriel – Given your loss, I would understand it if, upon our return, you wish to take a leave of duty.

Elendil – You once asked me why I pulled Galadriel from the sea. I claimed to have had little choice. But the truth is, I could have left her there. Could have refused to follow her to Middle-Earth. Or stopped my son from doing so. Yet, at every turn, I made the choices I did because…

Queen Miriel – Why, Elendil?

Elendil – Because “Elendil” does not merely mean “one who loves the stars.” I just never imagined it would lead here.

Queen Miriel – (breath trembling) My father once told me, that the way of the Faithful is committing to pay the price… even if the cost cannot be known. And trusting that, in the end, it will be worth it.

Elendil – (whispering) Sometimes the cost is dear.

Queen Miriel – (sighs) It is.

Elendil – We have little choice then but to keep serving. And I, for one, will see to it that we make the end worth the price.

Queen Miriel – Come what may?

Elendil – Come what may.

A brief history of Sauron

Count me among the Rings of Power fanboys. I think the series deserves the same consideration as the movies did, in terms of being free to depart from the text and embrace the medium. The only valid canonical complaint in my opinion would be a discrepancy between the show and the movies because I want them to be the same canon, which isn’t technically necessary. All of the characters are mythic in scope and the series could be considered to be a version of events as told.

As an aside, since this series is aired at the same time as that Other Show – I find Rings of Power thematically superior to House of the Dragon. One is a grand sweep of good vs evil and the other is a dirty crawl through the sewers of human nature. At this time in my life, I find that the former is what I need.

“Hope is never mere, Elrond … even when it is meager. When all other senses sleep, the eye of hope is first to awaken, last to shut.”

Gil-Galad to Elrond, Rings of Power Episode 5

The compression of the timeline is a brilliant device in my opinion to bring the racial histories of the Second Age into alignment. This narrative decision also fuels the central question of who/where Sauron is, by raising the stakes for all the races of Middle Earth at once. Unlike the current speculation on The Stranger, Halbrand, Adar, or even Bronwen (lol), I think it is extremely unlikely we will see Sauron until after the resolution of the Mithril storyline and the completion of Celebrimbor’s forge. Understanding who Sauron is requires, I believe, a review of the textual timeline, whether or not the text is being strictly adhered to or not.

Here, in order, are the events in the text (and I am purposely omitting year) pertaining to Sauron’s whereabouts and actions. (source)

  • Sauron arises in Middle Earth after Morgoth’s defeat
  • Sauron deceives Celebrimbor into forging the rings of power, and secretly forges the One Ring to rule them all. At roughly the same time, Sauron finishes building his fortress of Barad Dur and establishes his domain in Mordor.
  • War between the Elves and Sauron. This goes badly, with Rivendell besieged and Eregion destroyed. Until…
  • The Numenorians arrive and save the day, destroying Sauron’s forces and causing him to flee to Barad Dur. Then they go back.
  • Much later, the Numenoians return under Pharazon, defeating Sauron and taking him captive back across the sea.
  • Sauron corrupts Numenor, leading to their downfall and destruction, and the breaking of the world.
  • Elendil and his sons escape and found Gondor. More warm ending in the Last Alliance of Elves and Men, Sauron’s defeat, and the One Ring being cut from Sauron’s hand. Thus ends the Second Age.

So, in a nutshell, Sauron first deceives the Elves to create the Rings of Power and the One Ring, and uses that power to establish his dominion. War begins, and the Numenorians help defeat him. Sauron goes as a prisoner to Numenor and then returns with Numenor destroyed. War continues, and the Elves and Men defeat him.

From the above, I think we see that Sauron’s appearance in the narrative doesn’t make a lot of sense until after Celebrimbor’s project is finished. I predict that there won’t even be any mystery around it. The series will probably introduce him openly as Annatar in Season 2. That’s my prediction, let’s see if I’m right a year from now πŸ™‚

Spoiler-free Review: Obiwan Kenobi Season 1

Disclosure of bias: Obi-wan is my favorite character in all of Star Wars. And possibly in all of science fiction, with the exceptions of the H2G2 Trinity and the Star Trek Trinity. But Obi Wan stands alone.

It is often said, in the mainstream of Star Wars fandom, that nothing comes close to A New Hope and Empire Strikes Back, two movies that taken as one represent a sublime perfection that all Star Wars media since have failed to replicate. Indeed, I myself still subscribe to this axiom, in that they are so foundational that scenes from these movies completely define what Star Wars is, not just as plot and character, but as tone. Everything since has been a reference back to these.

And yet, the Skywalker siblings were never really that interesting in themselves, were they? They were archetypes who existed to carry the story forward, vehicles for the viewer. And they were incomplete, requiring Han Solo to be made whole. Only once we got past these two Core movies and into Jedi do we truly begin to see more dimensions to who they are. As Drax might have fairly asked during a screening of Empire aboard the Benatar, Why is Luke? The answer comes in Jedi, and is just a half-answer at best.

The Prequels did what the Original Trilogy could not do – focus on two individuals who were given three movies, not just one, to be made whole. Always two there are, and in this case, we start out knowing their fates, which brings an immense pathos to seeing tousled Jake Lloyd and padawan-braided Obi-Wan on-screen that first time. Remember how we felt when the prequels were still just teasers, not even full trailers?

Remember seeing this image for the first time? Remember how it made you feel?

We all hated the prequels at the time because our expectations were set by the Core. But given 20 years, I’ve come to realize that these are the superior films in defining what Star Wars truly is. The Core films are tonally about Darkness being defeated by perfect heroes who effortlessly rise to the occasion. The Prequels are about flawed people who fail to stop the darkness from coming, and who must rise to the occasion despite their flaws.

Obi-Wan is the archetype of the latter – the warrior whose dogma fails him, whose structured world falls apart, and worse, whose family – whose brother – betrays him. By the time we catch up to him, he has fixated on protecting Luke as his sole remaining mission, to the extent that when the Galaxy needs him, he can’t – using duty as his excuse. He needs Luke more than Luke needs him.

Watching Obi-Wan climb out of that emotional hole, scene by scene, episode by episode, is the most rewarding coda to the prequels imaginable, because we have seen what he was and what he stood for, and here when all is lost, we have seen how far he is from there. And as a bridge to the Core movies, it is perfect, because the equanimity that he shows in every scene with Luke is now seen to be hard-fought, hard-won. He got there not by being Yoda-esque and wise from the start, but instead he had to fight, fall, and climb back up, and we were there for all of it.

Without the Prequels, this story has no weight. But that’s the great thing about Star Wars – it’s not just one story or one film, but a true saga in every sense of the word. When we see Luke 30 years later in the sequel trilogy, it lacks the same depth, because it just isn’t there. We don’t get to walk on Luke’s path with him through the darkness, we were not with him as he fell. And then he only gets an hour of screen time rather than six episodes of TV to climb back up.

The Core movies were peak Star Wars, but they no longer define Star Wars for me. The Skywalkers were the destination, not the journey. Perhaps Luke’s journey was the hero’s journey, but Obi-Wan had a far harder path – the Jedi’s journey.

Be One.

Desi Dad review of Ms Marvel S1E1

Kamala Khan Lives!

I know one of the creators of Ms. Marvel personally so I admit I am biased out of loyalty and love for my friend. As an MCU fan, I’m also internally wired to just love everything about this show. Far better MCU analysts than myself can provide far more interesting commentary than I can about the lore and the canon and the easter eggs. On one level, I just watched Ms. Matrvel as a fan and geeked out and loved it.

There’s another angle however that I can’t escape, and one I can’t ignore because the Pakistani representation is being given almost equal billing to the incredible performance (see? biased) of Iman Vellani as Kamala. My angle, quite simply, is that I’m almost 50, and I have two teenage daughters. (Well, one is 20).

(spoilers….)

I am grateful for the cultural beats and the unabashed inclusion-without-spotlighting of Islamic elements. (honestly, though, Aamir is a bit stiff and Yusuf a bit too loose). The problem here is more fundamental to the very character of Kamala herself, the same struggle that the character embodies and was conceived to address. Identity, for a Muslim, and a brown kid, in a western culture automatically entails sacrifices and compromises, not to mention a genuine sense of confusion at times that we never really outgrow. I am ABCDEFG myself, from Chicago rather than HIJ, and my childhood was straight outta Stranger Things. My life had both D&D and bike rides as well as masjid and madrasah. Everyone who is brown can relate to this duality, Deen and Dunya, wearing one (sometimes literal) hat here and another hat there.

The problem I have is that the solution in media always seems to be the same. Ultimately, the culture and the faith are always portrayed as obstacles rather than empowering. Here’s where I express hope that Aamir can be a source of wisdom to Kamala for the latter. We are one episode in and we see that Kamala has a lovesick gora sidekick who surely will trigger a “you were in front of me this whole time” moment before season 1 concludes, she gets off ridiculously easy for lying to her mom (again, Yusuf is not really a factor beyond goofball and guilt trip), and apart from casual tosses of words like astaghfirullah and salaam wa aleikum here and there, the faith is largely relegated to wall hangings. Muneeba is rigid as expected (authentic in that regard) but her reasoning is devoid of any actual moral content. A convention is a party, parties are bad, we don’t trust you. (Yusuf weakly chimes in to moderate the point). Why are parties bad? She said haram things happen. True, but is that really why parties are bad? Haram things happen everywhere in Jersey and yet the Khans remain.

Yes, it’s a TV show, but ultimately having one devout side character go through the ritual motions, and having the main identity conflict be simplistically rooted in “my mom is mean and old fashioned” rather than give some airtime to the values that inform the other side of the conflict, makes Kamala’s identity crisis largely meaningless. I didn’t feel like my 16-year-old self would have related to Kamala, at least not yet. She could easily be any other Asian kid or daughter of conservative white parents and the conflict dialogue would have barely changed.

The mention of the girl Fatima who went off to Europe is instructive. On one level, of course it’s cool that she did so and Kamala is rightfully jealous and admires it. But the way that the mom and the auntie talked about it was rooted in the scene needing to show culture (and mom) as where fun goes to die. There wasn’t even a cursory attempt to understand why a European trip solo to “find yourself” would be problematic from a cultural POV, or an Islamic one. The critique is reduced to “she won’t have a ring on her finger” which is ultra generic to every immigrant culture on the planet. Those concerns have merit, but the show doesn’t allow for that at all.

What is my specific critique? Well, I don’t have one yet. I know the writing is on the wall here – Kamala is going to defy her parents, lie, and start dating Bruno (and not talk about him, no, no). But if she’s going to make these decisions, I’d like for her to feel the weight of them. Bruno speaks Urdu and is already in with the family so maybe the inevitable reveal of their relationship won’t even have plot consequences. That’s a shame because it should.

This is a TV show, not a feature film so there is time to explore what it means to literally be stuck between two worlds even before you put on the magic bracelet. I hope that the writing team is willing to explore that inside world with as much curiosity as they are the supernatural fictional one. That’s what true representation would look like.

A simple scoring scheme for Wordle

Everyone loves Wordle! The author, Josh Wardle, has created the first true meme of 2022 and it’s conquered the Internet faster than Q. (OK, that’s hyperbole. Wishful thinking on my part).

I think the appeal is partly because it’s just once a day, and because the interface does your homework for you. The real genius in my opinion was making it possible to share your results on social media, without giving away the day’s solution.

I found myself wondering if I could quantify my performance on Wordle. Right now, the emoji grid you get when you copy and paste your results is very visual and even a little confusing to interpret at first. I realized that there’s a way to condense that information into a single, descriptive score instead. Here’s the formula:

sum ( ( (BLACK* 2) + (YELLOW* 1) + (GREEN* 0) ) * row )

For example, here are my results from today’s wordle:

My score is therefore 8 from row 1, 18 from row 2, and 18 from row 3, giving me a total score of 44.

Note that a perfect score – 5 greens on your first try – is zero. The worst possible score is 210, though actually, it’s lower than that in practice. This is because 6 tries of 5 letters each equals 30 guesses, and there are only 26 letters in the alphabet, so it’s impossible in practice to get 6 rows of black squares.

With the score, you can more easily compare performance over time and with your friends. Even if you and someone else both take the same number of tries, there is a potential difference in efficiency.

I have put the formula into a google sheet here that is read-only but which you can easily copy to your own account and use. Just paste your Wordle score into cell A1. The sheet supports dark mode and light mode, too.

If you like this score idea, please share! Here’s a simple URL that redirects to this blog post that you can share when you share your Wordle score: https://tinyurl.com/wordlescore

Thank you! πŸ™‚

UPDATE: I think I’m over posting my score to Facebook on a daily basis, but I am tracking my scores on Google Drive, because I wanted to see how my calculated score correlates with number of tries. Here’s the data as of 1/27/22:

I’ve only scored below 30 twice and both those times were with 3 guesses. However, there’s a lot of overlap in score for 4 tries and 5 tries. In other words, it’s possible to get a lower score in 5 tries than in 4 tries. I think this captures some of the strategy. For example, if there are two solutions after guess #3, then my score only penalizes you for the incorrect letters in your guess. There may be a similar overlap between 3 tries and 4 tries, but I haven’t scored well enough yet to detect any such patterns. I suppose this is easy enough to determine from the formula, but I don’t want to make the effort.